CD 4 of Cycle 12
It’s been quiet on the Western front as I am a melon who let my OCD get the better of me and convinced myself that if I don’t go on any BE or go on my blog then I would get my BFP. Obviously, it didn’t work and all I gained was a feeling of sadness as I was missing chatting to the other ladies on the BE forum!
So here I am back at the start of another cycle. Cycle 12, but only month 10. How does that work, you might be wondering. Well, I have very short cycles, 23 days this time round so I get disappointed roughly every 3.2 weeks instead of every 4... I suppose it means I get more chances per year than the average woman.
The worrying this about this last cycle was that my LP was only 9 days. I had been taking vitamin B6 to lengthen my LP and I took it religiously but it seems to have done the opposite! Hopefully I’m just having a funny odd month.
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The bowl of water under my bed didn’t work last time so I’m not bothering what that again. But I do have another slightly weird thing for this month. I was in the shop earlier to get some incense sticks (I’m not a hippy, I just love the smell) and I noticed a shelf of crystals. My eyes were drawn to selenite and on reading the small description it turns out that it’s meant to help with fertility. Me being me I have taken that as a sign and bought one! I don’t actually know what I am meant to do with it though. I know you are supposed to clean a new crystal under running water but after that, what do I do!? I’m just going to carry it around with me and maybe give it a little rub in the morning.
Fingers crossed for a new month = new chance!
